The only friends I have want to kill themselves.
I feel like I’m a bad person or a shitty friend because they blow me off ALL THE TIME. They run off to California and don’t talk to me. They never keep their promises. They never put forth an effort. They fall in love with someone else. They give me up for their boyfriends. They only come to me when they need to complain about something. They tell me how much they need me and appreciate me, but they save all the fun stuff for their other friends. They only talk to me when no one else is around.
I’m always the runner up; the last resort.

I love my best friend, Maria :)

The moment a person starts to make you feel like you aren’t good enough, the moment somebody puts you down, the moment the person you love loves somebody else, the moment that person promotes everything that you are against, is the moment you pick up your balls and leave them.